well its monday. another day of hating my job.... woooooo i sold 3 payment protection's today =P
and im supposed to go to the gym today. blah ew i hate that word. hehe
it just got so cold so fast i dont even want to get out from under my blanket.

Thanks to good old people who turn everything around on you when you are the one mad at them... Pub staff is recycling back through. Rico and shaner are coming back. Guess my mom is going to try and get her holiday this year haha Well off to go watch desperate housewives.

so sorry for not writing everyday just been distracted.
every morning i have to really think if i want to drive left and go to work or drive right and go home. I'm really not going to be happy anywhere I go, I keep running from unhappiness and now I've finally come to realise its just me. So to bring myself up I got a gym pass. Noelle is being inspiring, well and oprah hehe. I'm still in shock, im kinda tipsy and its been 4 hours since I called the girl that ryan was with and hes still not home. I just want to deal with this bull shit
its 101am now. I guess its about time things came out., I knew ignorance was not bliss but oh well what can you do.

haha found this blog a few hours later ry still isnt home from his whores place tod came over mmm he just went to drive some ppl home then its time to get busy yum yum sweet thanks for ex roommates to keep you happy

CHEERS Ness
mmmmmmmmmmmmm drunk ass I miss my ***

Ry's famous last words... Just because people do it doesn't mean its right. haha
We were having a conversation about people fucking other people the same night they break up with someone else.
Silly Silly boy.
I really like Grey's Anatomy, it really is the new Melrose Place.
Well I think I have come to the conclusion for now that i'm my mother's daughter and for now ignorance is bliss. I had a nightmare the other night, it was creepy i woke up to someone saying Nesssss. It was scary. I don't know where things are going.

Well here is Noelle. Sorry that I offended her with my previous post. Rather left her out of the picture.

Well my month of retirement is over. Time to make a fresh start. New job. I feel like I should have some new clothes or something. Might be a fresh start for everything......... Never do know.

Guess will find out tomorrow. Oh well shit happens. But there is always hope in the horizon. Hope with a french last name. haha just kidding.