well yay im relaxed now, good ole canadian to destress, and chatting with a roommate and watching him clean hehe. reminds me of dave its kinda eerie.
all the whiney ex's whining at me about their missed opportunities, too bad soo sad. get over it. had to do dinner with the divorcing out laws last night. last dinner in the big 800k mansion on the hill. my moms house is sold. im going to pg for easter with or without ry he better come or else. seriously 7 family functions to zero! 000000000000000000000000000000!
if he doesnt come i probly wouldnt come back.
akon!
night night
ness

Why is it so hard to be a fucking man. geezus grow the fuck up.
PS its not my fucking responsibility to feed you.

the only time i post on here is when im mad. thats not very cool.
mmmmmmmmm bellinis though. should have had some more!
My moms house sold today.
Sam is coming to visit after Easter. Steve was like yay we can all go drink. haha no sam is pregnant!

well its been 9 months. this is how long i lived in bby before packing it in. sometimes i wonder if i should again. im sick today and yesterday maybe its the bread, had toast yesterday with peanut butter, and french toast today. i think im going to puke
gross.
my mom got approved for a $200000 mortgage
hard to find a house in that price range though.
i am less important than gaming. i feel loved.

well me and steve are scrapping with the roommate guy. each in our own way.
but seriously who rents a room and expects it to be ok to have the drunk ass loud gf around all the time, and bringing home stray guys for weeks on end without asking. like get a grip.
I had a good talk with *** tonight. he really is a good guy.
my mom is finally going in to get a mortgage tomorrow. shes gotta get a big house for sam and all her kids. on season 2 episode 11 of the OC.
feeling kinda naueous tonight after eating either peanut butter toast or that 1 piece of H&P pizza that steve gave me.
well yay for reminicing about the past some more. doesnt sound productive. past is the past its in the past for a reason.

Well here I am. Its sunday. Woke up early and watched 3 episodes of the OC. There was a creepy guy sleeping and making strange noises on the couch. Me and steve took back the bottles and went to red robin. I'm causing more and more drama for myself. But i think its ok. Havent really had any in a while. Ry is trying to win me back, he looks all hot again with his new hair cut. I dunno. Jason and Micah are coming down in two weeks to visit and buy a boat. I can't wait to see my truck again. I was talking to rob dth on friday he slipped on some dog crap and smashed into a trunk of a car while falling and seperated his shoulder. kinda funny. my old rob asked me to go with him to a wedding in august. I agreed. I was thinking about him a bit lately. drinking bellinis and watching mustangs drive by. he said hes in really good shape now. his friends are telling him to go into a body building competition.
I guess its good incentive to get back to the gym. I wonder if I could ever wear size 30 clothes again. haha that was 10 years ago last time. Guess we will see...

day 2
still alive drinking tho