so sorry for not writing everyday just been distracted.
every morning i have to really think if i want to drive left and go to work or drive right and go home. I'm really not going to be happy anywhere I go, I keep running from unhappiness and now I've finally come to realise its just me. So to bring myself up I got a gym pass. Noelle is being inspiring, well and oprah hehe. I'm still in shock, im kinda tipsy and its been 4 hours since I called the girl that ryan was with and hes still not home. I just want to deal with this bull shit
its 101am now. I guess its about time things came out., I knew ignorance was not bliss but oh well what can you do.

haha found this blog a few hours later ry still isnt home from his whores place tod came over mmm he just went to drive some ppl home then its time to get busy yum yum sweet thanks for ex roommates to keep you happy

CHEERS Ness
mmmmmmmmmmmmm drunk ass I miss my ***