Well its 1045pm I guess I should get my defiant picky high maintenance ass to bed.
6 episodes of the OC later.
PS do not send money in envelopes from dominican republic.

Well when someone tells you that you piss them off so much that they want to hit you, its time to go. Overnight I lost for the last time my 240lbs of dead jackass weight. Seriously every other time was the last time but this is the last last time. No more key, no more stuff there, well i left my (house) phone and forgot my big pot, oh well, and he owes me $20 for his haircut and lunch, but sometimes you just need to know when to cut your losses. What kind of person breaks up with you for asking him to go to dinner (for free) with your friends. LIKE WTF. get over yourself.
Sometimes you have to becareful what you wish for. When someone says to you never talk to them again so many times in a month it might actually happen.
Dave and *** are friends again and dave is moving back from vernon to PG. not sure if they are friends again because dave finally grew up or because im not there to make them fight anymore. hehe oh well its good for them.
me and steve and ryan and reena and mikey all went to Cactus Club for Bellinis last night. They are supposed to be cheap on tuesdays for doubles, and the dumb bellini machine was broken!
You can not go to cactus club and not get bellinis! Its a sin. hehe.
I just want to go on a roadtrip. Its so nice.

Well everyone was asking why im so happy on a monday. It was a good day. only had to work 5 hours, took 5 hours vacation today, and do not have to work tomorrow so yes i would be cheerful =) even while talking to americans. the 530-1030am shift really flys by I wish i could work just 5 hours everyday. im making hashbrows, i burnt them while typing this, well not really they are just brown now, omg brown hashbrowns! what a concept haha.
Anyway went to court with Ryan today for his DUI. they just assigned him a new date to appear, it was funny watching him know people there, hes like omg all these people are sketchy and he knew some of them. then hes like omg im one of these sketchy people now. Then one of his old friends walked by and it turns out hes a lawyer... good luck getting off a dui when you blow .12 with an N. just cost more money in lawyer fees, another day off work, more time not being able to drive, Gavin the lawyer guy was like hey well the cop could transfer before the court date hehe. Im not really one to talk though, driving down to chilliwack for a court, i was lucky though and my cop didnt show up. Good old bitch slapping going on at the pub. Would have been funny to be there for that. Nothing changes out front. haha.
well time to go eat hashbrowns and watch soaps i guess.
Its so nice being at home for a while.
Last night i came home and i walked in and first thing i was ooh smells clean. Stever spent 4 hours cleaning the place is immaculate. nice nice good job.
Cheers
Ness

I packed up all my shit and took it home today.
Just another piece of finality i guess.
I dunno
I don't like being a failure. After trying so hard.
I left the phone. Just another thing he can say he got from his ex girlfriends i guess.
Like i need a landline phone anyway. just collect dust here.
Why am i so upset about not dragging this on.
I guess I have to realise he will never be the guy I want him to be.
Speaking of the guy I want him to be, congrats *** on your apprenticeship.

I'm so sick of selfish ignorant people.
I'm so sick of being angry and being so angry that it brings tears.
I often thought it would be better to be slightly miserable and not be alone.
I seriously think that is not the case.
Its almost Valentines day. Brings back memories of a girls valentines day in vancouver and a nice Linkin Park concert.
I think its time to take my life back.
Cheers
Ness