picking up the pieces

Wednesday, December 20, 2006

grr, im at the point that reminds me of rob again. where you hate someone more and more each day. the end is so near that you can taste it but its just dragging on and on and on. but a clean break is always so much harder.
I can't wait to go home and see my boys and family.
I'm dreading the drive. Who knew id grow to loathe driving so much but really my car is so uncomfortable for long drives and who likes driving by yourself in the middle of freekin winter.
i havent heard from rob dth lately. I sort of miss him but its for the best. Seriously its about time he stays home with his wife in his little yuppy apartment and dog. =P
In the end is always J always there 7 years later. His truck will be mine, oh yess it will be mine. Good old standbys Who knew.
I'm so sick from Pizza slut. Instead of taking care of me good old ryan is ordering pizza from lil caesars and told me to stay home. Thanks for the comfort
Fucking hell
If I could breath in PG id go home.
Well i dunno id think about it.

Friday, December 01, 2006

Havent been around for a while. Spend so much time at ry's. Brandi gave me 18 hours notice that she is moving out. What do you expect from a 19 year old tho. I have a headache. Probly dehydration. I feel like cake... mmm Stayed in my pjs all day. Had no clean clothes and was too lazy to do laundry. I had good intentions of getting up and doing overtime this morning but ry told me to go back to sleep. Slept in til 11! Guess I was tired. My sister got so drunk she was thrown out of the Rum Jungle. haha Hope she had a good birthday. Steve finally shared a tiny bit of his icecream cake. =P So glad I get to pay child support for a kid thats not even mine =P Joy.
No airmiles flight for christmas. oh well. im not feeling very festive. guess thats what happens when you are poor. I dont even want to leave the house.